Sunday, October 10, 2004

What does it take to make someone believe you?

Yulia Edenburgh mode:

I remembered saying that I will give them a chance, earlier in the year, way before any nonsense started and now, I am sad to say that they have disappointed me and used up this chance. I will not be giving them any more. That was the last, and they proved nothing to me.

Now, they shall feel my wrath.

I remembered asking a few people: "Why do we humans live?" and never once had I given an answer, but this time, I will. I will show you idiots who think so highly of yourselves why we humans are able to live.

We live, because of the belief we have in those we trust. We live, because there is someone out there who really cares about us besides our family. We live, because there is someone out there who needs us as much as we need them.

This is why, we live.

Yet, pathetically, you mere shrimps are just idling your time away and not living at all.

Because you do not trust us, and neither are you willing to accept the fact that we may know more about you.

Don't you know, that in this world, everything runs on trust? Once trust dissipates, there is nothing left for you to see or feel. You will never understand such feelings if you think that you are omnipotent.

In fact, you will never know this for eternity if you think you are that great.

I dare to dare, dare to fight, dare to dream, dare to feel, but you... You will never feel the feelings I feel because you are just running away, running away from the fact that I can surpass you.

Running from the fact that you will have to chase after me instead.

If that's what you fear, I will make sure it comes true. I will make sure that I my point is made across to you clearly, even if I spend a lifetime. I will make you fall, chasing after my shadow...

I will show you, I'm not one who is to be trifled with.

I will show you, that I exist entirely now because I have seen what I needed to see.

Hence, I will live and run no more.

It's your turn to run now. If you want to get away from me. You can run, but you can't hide.

I know deep down inside that you have deemed that you know me from my appearence, deemed that my character is all written on my face, deemed that I am the person that I portray to be.

Now, I will prove you wrong. I will prove to you, that I exist with my own strength and with my own determination which can never ever be seen.

There is someone who is waiting for me, someone who is willing to fight with me, someone who truly trusts me.

But that person is not you people. So scram off.

If glory and happiness is to be felt, I want only this person to share it with me and no one else.

The day that I thoroughly revive shall be the day you die.

From this day, I will continue to live.

Because I want to let this person feel what happiness is.

I want to let this person know, that she is important to me.

I want to let this person know, that I thank her for trusting me.

Therefore, I will become stronger.

Till the day that I face you people once more, I will continue to get stronger.

And then, I will let you feel my wrath, mine and 'everyone' elses.

Mine and all the others who think alike.

If you do not want to believe in me, that's fine with me, because I do not need your filthy pity on me. There is someone who is willing to believe in me now, someone who I had missed all along even though she stands right before me.

I will teach you, the meaning of living.

The only person who doesn't listen to others, is the weakling herself.

Thus...

"To the impossible, I laugh at you, because you will never understand why I pursue you so much. To those who despise and fear me, you are merely critising your own self because you cannot acheive what I acheive. Ask yourself and you will understand."

1 Comments:

Blogger John Valentine II said...

I believe...

What does it take for one to believe in someone?

I'm asking this... and I found your blog entry.. how coincidental.

Nice post btw.

12:33 PM  

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